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26
Dec

Thoughts and such over the festive season

Having been walking pooch each evening in sissy clothes, it really got me thinking how much I enjoy dressing up. Especially being a little show off slut like I was the other night. I’ve always been a bit more uninhibited than the average person but dressing up and being outside makes me that little bit excited, that little bit scared and all the turned on.

I’ve been caged pretty much all of this month which probably adds to that last part but it does make me want more clothes, a better option for hair management (currently looking at home laser hair treatment options). Then once covid has come and gone (or is more under control) I could in theory just get the areas the home laser treatment can’t do waxed.

In other news Christmas has come and gone and I love everything Miss got me, she gave me a few bits before we travelled to family (few kinky items) and we brought everything else over with us and I’m over the moon with everything and glad everyone enjoyed my first Christmas Dinner (although for a much smaller group than normal due to following all the guidelines :))

15
Nov

Extended break

With everything that’s been going on with the world, Miss decided we would take a break from all things kinky a few months back. So besides daily panties we’ve done no kinky activities. This also coincided with both of us (at separate points) leaving a discord community we’d been members / admins of for a long while.

The community had become something different from when we joined, and both of us felt whilst it had become much more active it also became a bit more unwelcoming. For me especially it was a tough decision to leave and it took a lot of thinking about before I did. Honestly though I think it’ll be very difficult to find somewhere like it used to be, and the biggest thing honestly is how unwelcoming it had got for femdoms due to a change in the verification process they implemented.

Anyways outside of that we’ve managed to beat the Rona blues by welcoming a new member to our household (our own little fur baby, who we rescued and she’s been amazing!). Anyway hopefully be posting a bit more in time to come but thought I’d give a brief update in the mean time.

17
Sep

Being a little energetic

As Miss went to bed I started getting random “fantasy scenarios” pop into my head, so I messaged the first to Miss (it was that she sent me out for a drive dressed as I was), messages continued and it became evident that I was very sexually coiled (to quote myself “you’re driving me mad with lust… and I like it”).

Miss decided it would be a good idea if I went for that little drive and took some photos whilst I was out. I took a few in the car before setting off below.

Then I started my drive, deciding to drive over to nearby Castleton, as I was setting off plugged, dressed and caged I could feel just how excited I was as Miss’ cock began to leak in its panties. Clearly I was worked up and I was really liking it (its the effect Miss has on me!), as I was driving there were several cars I drove past which I wondered to myself if they could see me. Then driving through some of the slower roads (its in the country with several 60/50 mph roads on the way there, but also villages with 30mph limits) I was passing people and again wondering if they could see this sissy sat in the car driving which just proceeded to get me more excited.

For the little photo shoot I took after getting out of the car I took a photo of a nearby sign to show where I had been to Miss with evidence, as well as several pictures of myself which I quickly messaged to Miss.

I had a ton of fun and excitement on the drive there and back, constantly wondering and constantly excited. I hope I made Miss proud x

16
Sep

Feelings lately

So lately you may have noticed my post increase (and thanks to the kind people that have commented etc.). I think this has mostly been because recently I’ve been in a very mentally submissive state for a prolonged time, I know a lot of the time you hear the line “I’d do anything” etc. and of course I know there are limits (scat being the first to spring to my mind at least), but within my limits I would be willing to do anything that Miss asked, not that I wouldn’t normally but there’s a definite urgency to please her by doing what she wants, trying to go that extra mile and do things before she asks, being more willing to stretch myself and do more.

Its a bit like “Well I’m a submissive normally, but the way I’ve been I’ve felt super sub” and its difficult to explain. I’ve been like this since Miss first locked me recently, my ass is always ready to do whatever she wants (in more ways than one). We don’t really have many/any kinky friends really so there’s not really anyone to talk to about it (that I’m aware of anyway) so it can be tricky at times to kind of vocalise how I feel beyond talking to Miss.

8
Sep

New Clothes Shopping

What could have been a very plain weekend turned into a very nice one, off the Manchester we went and out shopping (normally a task we both disklike). This shopping trip was different though, Miss had plans… we were shopping for clothes for me, specifically skirts and tops.

After walking round a large amount of shops we set on our last shop before going back home empty handed both a little sad we’d not found what we were looking for. Here in this last shop though we hit the jackpot, Miss choose several skirts out for me and then insisted I try them on. It was at this point I was anxious, in a good way. Who knows what they’d think/say etc.

Still not sure what they’d be thinking of a guy going into the changing room with three skirts and coming out and choosing 2 (Miss decided the last wasn’t that good (which I agreed with)). We went back to the house and chilled for a couple of days, occasionally sending messages and such to each other which just kept me aroused. We also went and did a bit more shopping for food and such where Miss spotted a few tops and other bits she liked which we picked up.

On the way back home today, Miss had me stop whilst we were driving back and change into some of the new clothes, top and skirt were to be put on at the road side (busy road between Sheffield and Manchester I add)

So at the road side I stripped to my cute panties and cage with nothing else and got into my new top and skirt, I felt slightly humiliated, 100% aroused and 100% submissive. I can’t believe how hot it was! Miss then couldn’t keep her hands off me all the way back, touching her caged cock and teasing.

When we got back, Miss had me check the mail and proceed to the bedroom where I was to do a little fashion show for her.

I think Miss approved as then I was told to hand her the wand and lie next to her, I was to only touch her nipples either with my hands or mouth. She told me I was to tell her how each outfit made me feel between playing with her nipples which I proceeded to. Outfit 1 which I drove in made me feel very cute, its a bit lady like and I really liked that, outfit two made me feel slutty and a bit cute (the nipples on show, but crop tops are cute!), and outfit 3 made me feel a bit slutty and also sultry xD. Miss must have liked my explanation and little show as she then had me lick her ass whilst she continued with the wand, I love when she does this as I feel like her little whore being used how she wants she allowed me to feel how wet she was with my face and she was fully dripping.

Sat here in outfit 3 writing this her cock is straining against its cage thinking about the wonderful weekend and play.

5
Sep

A small session of fun

Miss told me after going shopping and cooking for her in my panties that I was to clean the bathroom (and the bedroom tomorrow), it was then she gave me a cuddle and her caged cock decided to leak precum. Then Miss took me to the bedroom, she had me kneel at the end of the bed facing away from her after choosing a toy to fuck myself with whilst she played with the wand (I chose the glass blue glass dildo its got a knobbly end and is slim but long).

Hearing Miss enjoying playing with herself is always such a turn on so I couldn’t help but fuck myself, she then had me talk to her about why I love her so much which just got me hotter. While this was going on Miss was talking dirty to me too, once I’d heard Miss cum she told me to carry on and started moving around, at some point she’d retrieved the paddle from the box and began spanking me, kissing her ass and talking to me. Somehow her cock didn’t leak anymore but to say I was covered in lube would be an understatement.

I love this new power Miss is taking back again and am in constant anticipation for what she might do or need.

8
Jun

Late start to the day

So this weekend is our first chance for a restful time, I woke up late and shortly after Miss was fast asleep on the couch (she’d woken up early but was still sleepy). Day started with me trying to wake up a bit, and her resting which is always good I never like her being tired.

After Miss woke, I took her a plug and lube and was swiftly plugged. We went shopping for our weeks food with me plugged and her in some of her leggings (they really do look amazing on her!). After we got back I was told to take my trousers off to just have my cage, the thong I have on and put the shopping away. Before getting started with the shopping Miss ordered me to check the mail “like that” so I had to trot out of our front door, down the corridor to check the mail, constantly worried/excited that someone might come and see this little pretty boi in his thong and cage with his plugged ass.

Not long after this whilst we’re both relaxing I was told to go and give Miss a kiss, kissing passionately she spanking her ass and calling me her pretty boi. I love her calling me her pretty boi xD looking forward to an evening of tidying up the flat and pleasuring Miss. I’ll update with details as the day goes on.

6
Jun

After a rollercoaster month

Today I got home from work and after pre agreeing with Wifey Miss (yea we got married) I gave myself a very thorough enema, then showered with a thorough shaving of her body.

I got dressed in a pretty red g-string, stockings, a lacey dress type thing, the chastity cage and plugged Miss’ boi pussy. All this before begining the long task of sorting the house a little, Miss was out with some work friends to celebrate our nuptials.

When Miss got home she thought I deserved a reward and she gave her ass a light spanking, followed by some kisses then told me to turn around. She proceeded to give me a blowjob through the cage, after which she said “it was your stupid choice to put the cage on, it’s your problem not mine”.

I’m now sat on the couch all pretty, watching Good Omens (we’ve really not had chance with the ultra highs and uber lows of this month).

Miss just had an orgasm whilst I licked her glorious ass, she’d commanded me to get the wand for her and “something for you to play with”, I picked out the ridged glass dildo and proceeded to kneel on the floor fucking her hole, whilst facing away from her so she had a full view. She started kicking her ass and spreading the cheeks whilst I could hear the wand, I begged her to kick me whilst she came and she quickly began. I made a mess over her beautiful feet (one has a gorgeous tribal design), and she ordered that I clean up the mess I’d made on them so hastily I began licking up my mess. I’ve got to say it’s the most fun I e had in a while (and yes we fucked on the honeymoon, but there’s nothing like Miss taking over).

21
Apr

Couple of days to ourselves

Miss and I have planned to have Easter Sunday & Bank Holiday Monday all to ourselves with minimal plans.

So far I’ve showered and shaved, had Miss tease me till the point of leaking and not long after had Miss request the wand and me on my knees filling my ass whilst she played again to me leaking. I’ll continue to update this post with any more of our goings on over the 2 days (I am excited and love that we have this time!).

Picture that Miss took during the above:-

Me whilst Miss watched

After this Miss decided she wanted to once again use the wand, after that though Miss “needed” her cock. I was allowed an orgasm during this which was a nice release.

Rather annoyingly today Miss balls have been causing me pain (normally a result of not having orgasm’d for a while) I can only assume it is because I’ve been horny all weekend long :(.

17
Apr

Going to be an interesting night

So Wednesday we go round to a friend’s house, tonight Miss has decided to add a bit of spice by plugging me before we leave the house. She’s not mentioned the cage but my ass is 100% going to be filled for an evening at our friends. Surrounded by people and constantly having my mind dragged back to the fact I’m hers to do with as she pleases.

I’ve always had fantasies of these kind of scenarios, where you’re constantly wondering if any of them know etc.

One of my biggest fantasies lately has revolved around having to drive either dressed in women’s clothing or just in panties whilst plugged and caged maybe having to stop somewhere and do a lap of the car or walk a distance . Anyway small update as it is, I’m very happy with how things are going ATM and we’re not that far from the wedding now too xD

Feel free to comment as always and I’ll always try to respond quickly.

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