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28
May

A wonderful day

So today started much as any period of 24 hours does, me being awake till a silly point (4am today) before going to bed. Up around 9.30ish then after making me and Miss hot drinks having a time to wake up properly, we went for some delicious coffee and brunch at my favourite place. I’ve really come out of my crossdressing shell these past few weeks, and weekend before we went shopping for me and picked up a few bits and bobs, namely some leggings, skinny jeans and a dress t-shirt with a coffee quote. It was our anniversary weekend which we extended to a 4 day break and had a really nice time.

When we got back from brunch Miss wanted some fun, so I was stripped out of my skinny jeans and down to my lingerie. Miss had put my collar on (my leather anniversary gift to her) and we made our for a while with me leaning over her with her spanking my ass. Then she used her favourite toy to make herself cum. After another period of time chilling we went for a dog walk (Miss having forgotten about the collar completely), it felt kind of like the first time goikg out with chastity, or plugged. It’s a snug collar so every movement of it kind of triggers the reminder its there.

Also had an amusing realisation from Miss where shes realised she leans more toward being pansexual than hetro because she’s still super attracted to me in pretty lingerie and me leaning more towards gender fluid (this then resulted in my doing a mini “one of us” chant lol).

24
Mar

It’s been a while

I feel the name of this post will age people, some people may read that in a melodic method as if sung and others will just be like “what a boring name”. Recently though I’ve been being locked/dressed a lot more, these last couple of weeks in particular I’ve been in stockings, suspenders, bra & panties a lot more frequently and whenever this boys sissy bits aren’t in use I’ve been locked and plugged 100% of the time. It is at the point where anything to do with Miss’ sexiness can make me leak (for instance last night on the couch Miss allowed me to have my face in her ass and I leaked immediately).

This set is what I’ve got on at present, working from home in just my pants does definitely make my day more interesting xD. Of course when I’ve had to go into the office I’ve also worn this under clothes which again makes the days filled with “are bits showing”. I love this bra, it makes me incredibly booby (I’m 42C/40D naturally…) and love having my boobs played with, nipples teased, boobs squished etc.

I’m basically a walking talking sissy slut in heat at the moment x

I’ve also got a consultation coming up for Laser Hair removal which I’m kinda excited about, its just a consultation and if I get it will depend on the finances around it all but I do hope I can.

16
Dec

Christmas shopping and walking the dog

I managed to finish my Christmas shopping on Tuesday, I took the day off work so that I could get it done with and by jove I did it!

On the way home I did nip into a local sex shop, mostly to browse and be out of the house in leggings with very visible boobage (seriously bra adjusting has done wonders to my bust!). I stopped by on a quiet night road to take my trousers, socks and jumper, then headed straight to the sex shop in my 3/4 leggings, stockings, t-shirt showing off clear boobs. Parked as far from the door as the small car park allowed, then in my heightened horniness forgot the mask so had to go back to my car and recross the car park. 2 other customers browsing, and 1 staff member just to add to my mild humiliation.

I did a full loop slowly round the shop, and picked out a glass plug nearly straight away. Then continued browsing whilst the other customers paid, also picked myself some nipple clamps. Picture showing some leggings

Today was a looong old day of work, lots of meetings and having to take the car to the garage followed by virtual Christmas party with my team. To add some spice to the day I was once again in full underwear underneath my boring boy clothes. We did however get a brand new sofa which has been lovely. Then this evening I got a bit daring taking some pictures for Miss on the evening dog walk.

10
Dec

Some fun on Wednesday and living in stockings

Delayed post with a bit of a thing about our fun, Miss had ordered me stockings for Christmas and has given them to me early (we’re spending Christmas with family) and other than today I’ve spent every day wearing full underwear including stockings switching between using suspenders or straps from the corset on days I was wearing that. It really does make a huge difference on feeling my legs under clothes and constantly reminds me of my sexy underwear (especially walking as the straps rub lightly against my skin).

Onto the Wednesday fun, after a day of being in the office with constant hesitation on whether people could see my suspender straps when/if my tshirt rose up I got home to Miss saying it was time for me to do things to her. We warmed up with kissing, touching etc. and then Miss got on all 4s and I was licking her from behind whilst Miss teased her nipples, during this I leaked on the bed and Miss came a few times. Then I was told to go uncage and I could have a reward of fucking Miss, problem being that after leaking all over the bed lets just say “he wasn’t prepared” and in substitution I was using my hands whilst trying desperately to get hard. Multiple orgasms later from the vibrator, my fingers & me furiously trying to get hard for her, Miss collapsed on the bed and giggled at how at this point he finally started to rise now that she was spent.

So both an amazing, humiliating and frustrating experience (what I got into chastity for really isn’t it).

5
Dec

What’s under the covers, and sometimes over

So it’s been a long while since I’ve made a post at all and figured it made sense to put something together with a few pictures and such as way of a mini apology for the time.

So blackfriday & generally wanting some more sissy dress up clothes came together and got Miss’ boy on a small shopping spree. picking up bras, suspenders, panties and a corset. All of which I’ve fallen in love with and now wear daily, I’ve had a few bras from shops and such but went a little ham on getting some sexy sets xD. I’ve got pictures of 3 of them below and then a few pics of Miss wanting to see as she’s just described it moments ago “the merchandise”.

We have been doing a bit more in terms of me dressing up around the house and under silly boy clothes lately with me being in dresses, just the underwear or such and I’m loving it. We were actually out today and had an older gent stop to ask us directions and before he spotted my stubble (Miss doesn’t want me shaving which I’m fine with) he said “Hello ladies” and once we’d given him help with the directions and drove off I said to Miss “Is it bad that I kinda liked him saying that”. Miss has also been a bit happier demanding me show myself off when we’re out (obviously not forcing our kinks on others etc. and making sure its safe).

Out and about while whatever the weather as proven by the snow on the ground in one of them! I love my Miss so much xD

I’ve also been spending ALOT of the time plugged up and in stockings which just make me feel sexy xD

Last couple of pics I promise one to show (to the eagle eyed) my plugged up sissy hole and the other to show my working day casual style.

Yesterday was a really fun day too, we had a couple of friends around for a games day where we played board games, caught up, had delicious food and then listened to some music before I dropped them off home. After dropping my last friend home I found a quiet place and stripped down to my stockings, panties, bra, suspender belt and plugged up sissy hole. Wearing just that I started to drive home (taking a slightly longer route), now this was at 2.40am so few people around but “some” and some stopping next to me or around me etc. I felt so exposed, slightly humiliated and so freaking horny. Whilst I was going I did leak into my panties and on getting home put on my boots, picked up my trousers & top and walked back into the house in naught but my sexy underwear then had to spend some time chilling out as I always do after doing games day drop offs but this time feeling sexy.

1
Nov

On the right path

This weekend was a nice change of pace for us, we had some friends visit and played some board games while entertaining them and their little one. Had a lovely cheesecake made by Miss and generally didn’t get up to much else outside of our normal dog walks etc. I was left alone yesterday while Miss went to watch an anniversary showing of Harry Potter which was nice, me and our pup just having a relaxing day and having a big old walk in the rain.

I did manage to do a maintenance cleaning of my guts on Friday so have been plugged for the past couple of days as near to permanently as possible. I also ordered some new clothes for myself on Friday, a sexy lingerie set (suspenders, bra and thong) and a new jumper dress which should arrive this coming week. I do love dressing up, and especially love trying to be sexy for Miss. It always makes me feel extra slutty for her and lately I’ve been in that state of “ready to do anything she wants”, I have had a couple of points of leaking either while putting the plug in or even when doing epilation of my groin area. Miss has never been into cum play (past experiences have put her off anything cum related) but my immediate reaction has been to “clean my mess” lets say. Leaking in my cage hasn’t been often but the clean up has been every single time.

I do hope we get a bit more play time, and when I’ve got my new clothes I might do a wee fashion shoot so my next blog post can include some pics.

6
Oct

Heightened horniness

These last couple of days I’ve become some what of a messy panties sissy. I’ve basically been on some sort of heightened state constantly which has resulted in the slightly aching balls and frequent leaks into my panties.

It’s been a constant battle with Miss also not feeling great, me being in the office both days. I’ve been behaving and looking after Miss without a thought for my release.

So here I am sat on the couch, Miss wrapped up with a hot water bottle wish she feel better soon.

30
Sep

Cumming up to Locktober

So having been locked for quite some time now, basically since August 15th! (easily a new record for me). We are coming to that time of year, with Loctober, NOvember & No Nut December. I don’t know if Miss has any ideas on them but I’ve been wearing a bra regularly since getting one and had my first day in the office yesterday which cause my self consciousness to rocket but my horniness to raise too. We’ve managed to have a few times playing since I was locked which has been really good.

Looking forward to this weekend we’ve got a couple of friends coming over for playing games, I’m planning to clean my guts today or tomorrow in preparation for the weekend I do like being able to feel sissy even if its under boy clothes whilst the friends are round.

27
Sep

Tease to the point of Explosion

Getting into bed last night I found a Miss that was still very much awake, struggling to sleep following on from having a cold and being looked after. Snuggles ensued with me being big spoon for a time until Miss told me to roll over, she decided that then was the time to start teasing her cock through its cage. Moaning and groaning whilst miss slowly teased her caged cock which has basically been caged apart from cleaning times since early August it wasn’t long till she got me to the very edge of exploding in the cage, and I soon found myself lying in a very big wet patch as she pushed me over the edge.

Then she told me to get her favourite toy (https://www.womanizer.com/uk/pro-40#color=77) sadly it hadn’t been charged recently so it was to the trusty wand, I was allowed to kiss, suck, bite and tease her nipples whilst running my hands over her body (I LOOOOOOVE doing this) and soon Miss was cumming hard.

Very small update but its been so long that I needed to get a new post up xD

23
Sep

Sizing and wearing

So the last couple of days I’ve been wearing a bra whilst at home, we did some shopping pre holiday and Miss picked me up a non wired t-shirt bra which I wore a few times during the trip, its a 40C and fits fairly well. We did measurements using abrathatfits.org/calculator.php which admittedly put me at a 40DD which we reckon would be MASSIVE for my ample sissy bossom. Since we’ve been back we picked up a couple of underwired options in a 40B (my suggestion I admit) that I’ve been wearing since when not in bed. It has definitely made me more aware, we’ve only just got back from our post work dog walk and I couldn’t help wondering if anyone noticed during the walk I mean, when I look down I can definitely tell I look a little bit booby.

I do really want to get back to having the time to maintain my smooth from the neck down & cleaning of my insides, real life has been a bit of a bitch for that. I’ve also found myself daydreaming of Miss putting me into humiliating situations/conditions a lot. I think my brains rebelling against the real life and not feeling my sissy self.

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