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31
Mar

A weekend of looking after

Miss came down in pain on Saturday morning (Friday night as she went to bed). So the weekend was spent looking after her mostly, making her call the non emergency NHS number on Sunday night which resulted in a rather unexpected visit from a pair of lovely ambulance men, net result of which was “Call the GP in the morning”, although they did offer to take her into hospital.

Monday when we she got the call back resulted in a couple of prescriptions for a large amount of pain meds. Thankfully she’s starting to feel better and got a much better nights sleep last night (as did I, I’d previously had 2 sleep less nights with a few naps during the days to top up).

Hoping we can get some play in once she’s feeling better and definitely looking forward to restarting our daily walks. Neither of us has come down with CV19 as yet which is good news, and we’re still taking all the precautions advised. Can’t wait to get back to some normalcy.

24
Mar

Planning our 1 year anniversary gift.

With first year anniversary gifts being paper in format, Miss is planning to do an event (after this whole isolation thing is over). I’ve taken a different tact, and begun trying to write our own Contract, and Rules documents which I intend to print and have us sign if thats what she would like. At the moment I have a rough outline of the contract and some basic rules.

Its got the standard approach of the dominant (Miss) being able to modify, add or remove rules with notification and also an opening note with a few words (attempting to be vague about this as its still an anniversary “GIFT” so meant to at least be a bit of a surprise). Anyway with everything thats going on in the world, we’re both working from home and have been for a little over a week. Miss is running out of things to do (given her work is really not suited to working from home) whereas I’m actually finding my work pile growing as my entire job can technically be done from home.

We’re both doing quiet well overall, if a little cooped and stir crazy. We’ve been playing WoW to make use of the 100% XP bonus and have something to do together, we’ve struggled to get some of the things we normally would but are generally just making do with things.

16
Mar

A day of fun :)

Miss has had a cold recently but just got over it on Saturday thankfully. Yesterday after finding the charger for our wand and having it nice and fully charged, Miss demanded an orgasm which I duly provided starting with warming her up with my mouth and kissing and moving to her using the wand with me tightly locked away.

Later on she needed cock and had me unlock and allowed me to fuck her to completion. After that I was allowed to stay unlocked for a while, and I used the time to epilate from my chest down. I wanted to epilate as my chest is such a sod for coming back spiky in a day, I started with my legs and painted my toe nails a nice red and my fingers with clear polish. After doing my legs, bikini line and tum I very nearly forgot my chest (silly me!). I skipped my armpits because there’s only so much I could take.

10
Mar

Unlocked since Sunday

And it feels weird! I know I was only locked for 2 weeks but it feels like something’s missing… Miss had me unlocked so she could and I quote “sex me” but so far we’ve been too tired etc. she’s said we’re to have sex when we get home tonight so don’t know if she plans to cage me straight after or not.

Overall we’re in a really good place I think, I’m certainly feeling better and think she is too. The weekend away was really nice, on Saturday night I ended up making a mess while licking her after she moved me from her pussy to ass while she used the wand. And then unlocked in the car once we got to the comicon.

5
Mar

Planning for our break

Deep cleaning this evening whilst working, got work to do between 7-12 this evening but for the most part it’s checking it’s trundling along. So current plan is to clean some of Miss clothes and such, whilst doing a hygiene routine (shave, enema etc.)

Miss seems to be a little more back to herself which is great to see, she’s even planned in gaming time for herself. So it’s only a small update but might add some more later on.

4
Mar

Day 13 Locked

Today marks the 13th day caged. Only unlocked once to do a shave, after which it was locked back up and my insides cleaned out. Whilst performing my enema I did leak, since then I’ve had very slight pains which have come and gone over the time caged. Its never been enough to ask Miss to be unlocked though.

We’ve not had much playtime but we’ve got a weekend planned away which we’re both really looking forward to, and think Miss is hoping for some play. We’re both working to get back to ourselves, my click back to me has given Miss a bit of whiplash so it’s expected it’ll take a bit of time and hopefully this coming weekend will help.

24
Feb

As promised birthday update

Not much kink but a touch, we had a lovely day filled with tasty food.

Miss started the day by laying out panties and a bralette for me to wear all day. A pretty blue matching pair which I had on all day gives a bit of cleavage to this slutty little sissy. We first headed for breakfast and had a tasty 2 course breakfast meal.

Then it was home for a bit of chill time, followed by a Vietnamese tea before the theatre (I can highly recommend everyone’s talking about Jamie).

All day long I was wondering if people could tell I had the bralette on, and were the straps showing, did my small titties show through my clothes etc. Always wondering and always turned on a bit.

I’m really looking forward to Miss getting more adventurous with her challenges for me x

24
Feb

Little late but I think I have some resolutions (or just things I’d like)

So after the not so fun ass whipping last year (and the start to this) gave me, and Miss (although to a lesser extent) I’ve come to the conclusion that with life having got in the way too much this year is the year for us (fuck the other years!). Its taken up to this last weekend for me to feel good enough to shave, clean out with a good enema and ask if Miss would allow me to be caged. There have been work choices I’ve made in error but I think now I’m finally getting back to being the submissive, slutty, sissy me that I am deep (although when out, not very deep at all!) inside.

See this last week was my birthday, so this weekend involved a trip to my family filled with cake and nice food (much like my birthday which Miss treated me very well on (more to follow)). So I’ve been wearing panties the majority of the time even when down, although some boy pants were worn at various points either because I was way too low or because of tummy problems. I even bought myself a very cute little skirt that I’m hoping Miss has me wear for her at some point maybe with a few pics taken to show you guys, girls and gurls.

I’m really hoping for Miss to feel herself again, she’s picked up a lot of hobbies which is brilliant but I want her to feel that again she can take full control and make demands of me and I suppose this post is me voicing that. I really want to get back to being her sissy slut and doing anything she wants as and when she wants.

2
Oct

Work, work, pain balance

So been a little quiet the last few days, but there has been some kink in the mix of crazy amounts of work and stressful days. Works been a bit of a bitch, just got a few new things we’re set to do which is all fine etc. but first day we’re due to start 3 client facing systems decide to go kablooey. Leaving me and my one colleague in my team rushing around to sort them and forgetting our new task. Gotta say less than ideal, we got it done about 1 hour or so later than planned annoyingly and with a bit of snark from our manager. What can we say multiple systems break we fix them in an hour and then get snark for the new thing slipping our minds with the critical incidents setting fires…

In terms of kink though, I had another spurt (pardon the pun) of ejections. Miss was making cake for a charity day at work (same charity as my custard & cinnamon buns), and in between bakes she had me come kiss her beautiful ass. As she was due back in the kitchen she told me I had to follow and didn’t instruct me to stop kissing, I must say you see people doing this in videos etc. and its quiet the workout to keep up with the walking folk and continue to kiss an ass. Immediately Miss laughed a bit and every bit of my body reacted with me very soon finding myself in very damp panties. Once she was done in the kitchen I continued following as she’d not said to stop and was lead to the bedroom where I was placed at the end of the bed, face inches from her after handing her the wand. Again whilst she was playing I left several wet patches not just in my panties but soaking through to the bed itself.

Now the funny thing is we have a very powerful wand… during playing Miss pulled my head that close to watch her playing that I actually found my head was touching the vibrator, on several occasions the bridge of my nose too. It took so much willpower not to laugh (its rather amusing having a powerful vibrator touching your head!) and actually couldn’t help myself but laugh once, and begin sneezing a few times (bridge of nose + vibrator = better than pepper to make you sneeze!). After a few orgasms Miss stopped and I had to tell her the above, we both laughed and cuddled for a bit before going back to snuggle on the couch.

Other work stuff in between has just been chaotic at best, especially as Miss has had a very bad tum since around Friday/Saturday (can’t recall exactly) so we’ve been dosing her with pills & milk of magnesia, hopefully she’s getting better as I hate seeing her in pain like she’s been.

Anyways, thought I’d give a brief update on what we’ve been upto. Please don’t hesitate to comment or drop me a message.

27
Sep

That was unexpected…

The baking went down well today, I may not have won star baker but then the judges 1.) didn’t like cinnamon & 2.) didn’t get any of my egg custard because it was gone before they could.

Today again Miss hasn’t been feeling great, so an evening looking after her. When I got home I made a shopping list of items we need and meals we could have over the next week and rushed to the shop. Spent next to no time getting things and rushed home to feed Miss, I’m only still up because I’m making sure she has leggings for work tomorrow. It’ll be a long day because I’m dropped her off at 7.30am and then working for a bit from home before going to the dentists.

The unexpected turn to my evening, whilst sat at my desk just toddling around online I kind of accidentally rubbed my nipple… and instantly started to feel that familiar pulse between my legs, and there I was not shooting more dribbling a full load. Now since getting back from the shops I’ve been plugged, in my nice little nighty and a very very sexy g-string. But this is the first time I’ve experienced quiet a reaction from nothing, now I’ve cum from just pleasuring Miss, I’ve cum very fast in other scenarios but wow a rub of my nipple and boom. I had started to get the slight familiar ache in my balls but this seems to have alleviated that too. So that’s a good thing, or else I’d have had to request unlock from Miss (I’m not kidding since surgery on my testicles pain there = me not walking/moving).

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