These last couple of days I’ve become some what of a messy panties sissy. I’ve basically been on some sort of heightened state constantly which has resulted in the slightly aching balls and frequent leaks into my panties.
It’s been a constant battle with Miss also not feeling great, me being in the office both days. I’ve been behaving and looking after Miss without a thought for my release.
So here I am sat on the couch, Miss wrapped up with a hot water bottle wish she feel better soon.
So a female friend of mine posted about an online bra fitting site a couple of months ago, I spoke to Miss about it as this sissy has never had a real bra and we decided after pay day that Miss would measure me up and we’d look to get one for me. It’s something I’ve always been curious about, and being on the chubby side I can have quiet a good cleavage *blush*.
Am looking forward to it, both the measuring by Miss (which will have its own bit of humiliation even if Miss just grabs a tape measure and cracks on with it) and then the looking and shopping for something in my size. As I say with the cleavage I hope we can find something pushuppy to and maybe something more for everyday wear under boy clothes. I’ve got a few bralettes which do a bit already so fingers crossed.
So hopefully this time next week I’ll be able to dress up and have a bra 😮
Starting the week as I mean to go on, attempting optimism which is in itself strange. Today I went with a very cute thong for my underwear choice.
I’ve been caged a little over a week now and starting to feel it, my need to be penetrated, used or humiliated has been on the rise throughout too. Its clearly tied to the cage and the feeling of being owned that gives constantly.
We’ve both been a bit tired but I’m trying to keep ontop of that and stay in the mindset but still have slips of snappiness related to the tiredness.
After so long not doing anything for my sissy side, this weekend has been like a second (or third, or fourth etc.) coming. Yesterday was spent getting nice and smooth with a nearly all over epilation (still need to ask Miss to deal with my sissy ass) and the majority of today was a very thorough enema.
After all that I’ve been feeling so much lighter and happier, even though I’ve only just finished. I feel ready to be my sissy self again and be the slutty sissy Miss deserves to please her. Short but sweet post for now.
Having been walking pooch each evening in sissy clothes, it really got me thinking how much I enjoy dressing up. Especially being a little show off slut like I was the other night. I’ve always been a bit more uninhibited than the average person but dressing up and being outside makes me that little bit excited, that little bit scared and all the turned on.
I’ve been caged pretty much all of this month which probably adds to that last part but it does make me want more clothes, a better option for hair management (currently looking at home laser hair treatment options). Then once covid has come and gone (or is more under control) I could in theory just get the areas the home laser treatment can’t do waxed.
In other news Christmas has come and gone and I love everything Miss got me, she gave me a few bits before we travelled to family (few kinky items) and we brought everything else over with us and I’m over the moon with everything and glad everyone enjoyed my first Christmas Dinner (although for a much smaller group than normal due to following all the guidelines :))
I’ve been locked for the past couple of days now, and my mind is straight back to constantly thinking of Miss and all she can make me do. It does really immediately start effecting me within a few hours of being locked, add to that I’ve been doing housework each evening and I’m in a perma sub state.
Night before last whilst Miss was watching TV wrapped up warm she had me nuzzle her cunt whilst in her pajamas, the fact she was still dressed and just kept me there had me instantly aroused and pushing against the cage.
Last night Miss allowed me freedom to play games with her after some quick tasks, I did a few extra bits and later on took out the rubbish, whilst I’ve been locked I’ve been in sexy clothes (sexy underwear) so whilst taking the out the rubbish I did this in just a thong and my cage. It’s quiet a walk to the bins (they’re outside and shared to the building with street views of them) I was so worked up walking around outside like that. At one point I heard some laughter and almost broke into a run, that feeling of humiliation was such a rush and I don’t even know if it was me that was the cause. I hope this continues and Miss gets more and more comfortable having me do things like that or even worse. Picture is what I was wearing when I had to take out the rubbish (this was whilst cleaning the floor plugged & caged)
The other day Miss and I were due to go to a gig, prior to leaving for the drive over I locked without first talking to Miss
My intention was to kick start our kinky side and also hand over control to her once more as we’ve not really done anything in an FLR sense in some time. I was hoping to kind of point it out that I was handing control over to her completely. Unfortunately and unintentionally it came across that I was doing it for me and it was about me, so I completely missed the mark. Miss did take it well though and I suppose I’m writing this to kind of explain my intentions as well as how I’ve felt since.
So onto the since, at the gig Miss was stood in front of me and throughout and due to both of our movements I on a number of occasions couldn’t help but close my eyes and enjoy Miss amazing ass rubbing against my now caged cock, genuinely slightly say dreamy each time she rubbed against me. First night I was awoken by morning glory, but thankfully due to a late night drive I got back to sleep, rest of the day I did housework with the ever present reminder of the cage. Today thus far I’ve strained against the cage a few times (mostly thinking of Miss, especially as she’s said we’re 100% having some time for her later) but no real discomfort.
I might add to this post later but as ever please ask any questions you may have in the comments, messages etc.