Feelings lately
So lately you may have noticed my post increase (and thanks to the kind people that have commented etc.). I think this has mostly been because recently I’ve been in a very mentally submissive state for a prolonged time, I know a lot of the time you hear the line “I’d do anything” etc. and of course I know there are limits (scat being the first to spring to my mind at least), but within my limits I would be willing to do anything that Miss asked, not that I wouldn’t normally but there’s a definite urgency to please her by doing what she wants, trying to go that extra mile and do things before she asks, being more willing to stretch myself and do more.
Its a bit like “Well I’m a submissive normally, but the way I’ve been I’ve felt super sub” and its difficult to explain. I’ve been like this since Miss first locked me recently, my ass is always ready to do whatever she wants (in more ways than one). We don’t really have many/any kinky friends really so there’s not really anyone to talk to about it (that I’m aware of anyway) so it can be tricky at times to kind of vocalise how I feel beyond talking to Miss.
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New Clothes Shopping
What could have been a very plain weekend turned into a very nice one, off the Manchester we went and out shopping (normally a task we both disklike). This shopping trip was different though, Miss had plans… we were shopping for clothes for me, specifically skirts and tops.
After walking round a large amount of shops we set on our last shop before going back home empty handed both a little sad we’d not found what we were looking for. Here in this last shop though we hit the jackpot, Miss choose several skirts out for me and then insisted I try them on. It was at this point I was anxious, in a good way. Who knows what they’d think/say etc.
Still not sure what they’d be thinking of a guy going into the changing room with three skirts and coming out and choosing 2 (Miss decided the last wasn’t that good (which I agreed with)). We went back to the house and chilled for a couple of days, occasionally sending messages and such to each other which just kept me aroused. We also went and did a bit more shopping for food and such where Miss spotted a few tops and other bits she liked which we picked up.
On the way back home today, Miss had me stop whilst we were driving back and change into some of the new clothes, top and skirt were to be put on at the road side (busy road between Sheffield and Manchester I add)
So at the road side I stripped to my cute panties and cage with nothing else and got into my new top and skirt, I felt slightly humiliated, 100% aroused and 100% submissive. I can’t believe how hot it was! Miss then couldn’t keep her hands off me all the way back, touching her caged cock and teasing.
When we got back, Miss had me check the mail and proceed to the bedroom where I was to do a little fashion show for her.
I think Miss approved as then I was told to hand her the wand and lie next to her, I was to only touch her nipples either with my hands or mouth. She told me I was to tell her how each outfit made me feel between playing with her nipples which I proceeded to. Outfit 1 which I drove in made me feel very cute, its a bit lady like and I really liked that, outfit two made me feel slutty and a bit cute (the nipples on show, but crop tops are cute!), and outfit 3 made me feel a bit slutty and also sultry xD. Miss must have liked my explanation and little show as she then had me lick her ass whilst she continued with the wand, I love when she does this as I feel like her little whore being used how she wants she allowed me to feel how wet she was with my face and she was fully dripping.
Sat here in outfit 3 writing this her cock is straining against its cage thinking about the wonderful weekend and play.
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A small session of fun
Miss told me after going shopping and cooking for her in my panties that I was to clean the bathroom (and the bedroom tomorrow), it was then she gave me a cuddle and her caged cock decided to leak precum. Then Miss took me to the bedroom, she had me kneel at the end of the bed facing away from her after choosing a toy to fuck myself with whilst she played with the wand (I chose the glass blue glass dildo its got a knobbly end and is slim but long).
Hearing Miss enjoying playing with herself is always such a turn on so I couldn’t help but fuck myself, she then had me talk to her about why I love her so much which just got me hotter. While this was going on Miss was talking dirty to me too, once I’d heard Miss cum she told me to carry on and started moving around, at some point she’d retrieved the paddle from the box and began spanking me, kissing her ass and talking to me. Somehow her cock didn’t leak anymore but to say I was covered in lube would be an understatement.
I love this new power Miss is taking back again and am in constant anticipation for what she might do or need.
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Late start to the day
So this weekend is our first chance for a restful time, I woke up late and shortly after Miss was fast asleep on the couch (she’d woken up early but was still sleepy). Day started with me trying to wake up a bit, and her resting which is always good I never like her being tired.
After Miss woke, I took her a plug and lube and was swiftly plugged. We went shopping for our weeks food with me plugged and her in some of her leggings (they really do look amazing on her!). After we got back I was told to take my trousers off to just have my cage, the thong I have on and put the shopping away. Before getting started with the shopping Miss ordered me to check the mail “like that” so I had to trot out of our front door, down the corridor to check the mail, constantly worried/excited that someone might come and see this little pretty boi in his thong and cage with his plugged ass.
Not long after this whilst we’re both relaxing I was told to go and give Miss a kiss, kissing passionately she spanking her ass and calling me her pretty boi. I love her calling me her pretty boi xD looking forward to an evening of tidying up the flat and pleasuring Miss. I’ll update with details as the day goes on.
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Couple of days to ourselves
Miss and I have planned to have Easter Sunday & Bank Holiday Monday all to ourselves with minimal plans.
So far I’ve showered and shaved, had Miss tease me till the point of leaking and not long after had Miss request the wand and me on my knees filling my ass whilst she played again to me leaking. I’ll continue to update this post with any more of our goings on over the 2 days (I am excited and love that we have this time!).
Picture that Miss took during the above:-
After this Miss decided she wanted to once again use the wand, after that though Miss “needed” her cock. I was allowed an orgasm during this which was a nice release.
Rather annoyingly today Miss balls have been causing me pain (normally a result of not having orgasm’d for a while) I can only assume it is because I’ve been horny all weekend long :(.
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A naughty boy
Over the weekend I’d agreed to do several chores which ultimately I forgot about completely, yesterday I messaged Miss to request lock up and plugging if it was her wish (I have a bad history of tum issues so plugging isn’t something Miss forces upon me). She accepted this request with a caveat that I would also be receiving 20 punishment spanks due to me having not done the tasks. Then I would be plugged & caged (this happened before the spanking) which I was grateful for as the spanks did definitely have the extra sting of a punishment spanking.
Once this was all done I proceeded to carry out several of the tasks (annoyingly the hoover got clogged during so took longer than I’d initially planned, pesky hoovers). But Miss was happy with me having got on to do them hastily in response. I think she was happy that there was no complaint about any of her plan at all I just took it as she told me.
This evening, still caged I shall be presenting Miss once again with lube and a plug (she allows me to choose) as well as having some play time a little later all focused on her.
:happy sub:
As always please feel free to message or comment.
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Few days in and going strong
Yesterday evening Miss had me use the wand and a dildo on her whilst I stayed locked, it was amazing watching her ass bounce whilst I fucked her with the dildo and held the wand in place. I was so deep in sub space during it I almost stalled when she asked me to talk to her whilst I was doing it. After my momentary pause I proceeded to start telling her how much I’m her toy and she can have me do as she wants. After Miss had cum several times from this we just lay and cuddled for a bit.
Today though my mind has practically permanently been in a kind of muted sub mode, I’ve constantly had my thoughts drifting back to Miss, either from the concert and her rubbing against me. Or to last night, or even just us on the couch together. Making it a little difficult to concentrate on work but not in a bad way at all (made for a much more interesting work day). This evening we’re off out to a friends house, we were originally going to stay in but the friend eventually let us know that tonight was still on, its nothing kinky etc. but should be fun. Of course the final say on whether we went or not was Miss’ though and I’m due to pick her up in an hour or so.
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A relatively successful evening
After last night’s horrible time, and my foul mood. Miss thought it might be an idea to do something different, she wasn’t in the mood to be fucked with the strapon. So she played with the wand, whilst I was to edge and count out each and every edge. We did this for 20-30 minutes, with Miss doing an amazing job of holding back her own orgasm. I myself managed to edge 14 times, with the first 4-5 being very quick. The edges after that first lot got progressively longer to reach, I’d actually got a bruise and some sore tissue due to the erections in the cage so it actually got sore to edge after the tenth. After the 14th Miss told me to fuck her, cock and all. Obviously I quickly got ontop of her, she was still holding the wand in her clit and with Her cock fucking her She came a couple of times, I’d asked if I could cum myself which she answered yes too. This time though after the 14 edges, I found myself unable to reach the edge, nevermind actually cum. I’m glad that Miss had fun (and I did too), but damn one day cumming and missing out on an amazing blowjob, only to be followed by being allowed to cum and not be able.
As always question, comments etc are always welcome.
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A frustrating evening
Yesterday evening after work, having decided earlier in the day that She would like another fucking with the strapon, and that I would be allowed a blowjob as a reward if I was able to not spurt during fucking her with the strapon. We warmed up with me licking and fingering Miss as well as her using the wand on her clit. I’d already caged Miss’ cock and put on the strapon harness, with the big thick 8″ cock. After she felt ready Miss told me to fuck her, despite being caged I still had a very messy ruined orgasm.
Now came the problem, not at all of any action of Miss. I’d been really looking forward to being in Miss mouth, to say she’s talented would be an understatement. I’ve never cum in her mouth even during the time whilst we were relatively vanilla (due to her personal dislike of cum due to previous relationships), but she is more than capable of getting me insanely worked up and close. So you can imagine how I felt about myself, I’d just managed to blow an amazing opportunity to have a lot pleasure all due to being incapable of stopping myself spurting. Miss wasn’t disappointed, or let down etc. but it put me in a very off mood for the rest of the evening. At myself but I can understand it wasn’t fun to be around me in that mood. I loved how much Miss enjoyed me fucking her, and the resulting orgasms. I really do, I just really need to work on being able to get over my own failure to control myself. For a long time it’s been something I’ve despised about myself (hated is far too mild a word for it). I don’t lack in size, I’m above average and I know what to do with it but I’m incapable of controlling when I spurt, whether it’s to full orgasm or ruined. It’s beyond a joke how quickly I need to stop in a stop start technique, I’ve tried cialis and over the counter sex shop pills, I’ve tried prescribed medical numbing cream.
Miss is going to assist me in edging sessions (blog post to follow after today’s experience). Anyway that’s a enough for now I think, if anyone wants to ask anything or has any suggestions please comment or contact me.
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Long time coming.
So we’ve been rather distracted with everything and not been playing much, life in the way and all that.
This weekend we had a night at a hotel, some fun times during the day and a hell of a lot of fun in the evening, all resulting in Miss seeming to have her mojo back.
Saturday we spent a good few hours going around the Manchester MCM, which was a lot of fun. Both of us enjoying seeing people’s immense efforts at their cosplays, meeting a ton of awesome artists as well as buying a ton of art for what shall nicely be known as our ‘Wall of weird’ and generally having a fun time. In the evening the bag of toys came out, Miss had packed so I wasn’t aware of what had been brought at all. First things first was a nice shower together in the large double shower of our room, in this Miss teased me and offered me the chance to cum or wait till later, I chose to abstain then allowed to shave Miss’ legs. After this I was told to go to put the cage on, and whilst doing that Miss had placed a suction cup dildo on the outside of the shower which she told me to start sucking whilst she finished her shower. Whilst blowing the cock she teased me by playing with herself, rubbing her tits and teasing her ass, all whilst I had a perfect view of her sexy self with a cock in my mouth.
We then went to bed where I was allowed to worship her body, much licking ass and pussy, fingering both holes and general amazing shenanigans. I was then told to put on the strapon she’d brought and fuck her. The strapon is bigger than me by a fair margin and it was a turn on as well as a bit humiliating to feel her grinding back into it whilst I fucked her with it, I did leak whilst fucking her. Miss then decided to play with me, eating my ass which I ALWAYS love but she really went at it, she was aggressively doing it and it couldn’t have been hotter. Then there was plugging and a attempt at fucking with the strapon (advise on good strapons more than welcome! We have a doc Johnson with a couple of dildos but the straps aren’t great) it felt amazing backing onto it but my ass wasn’t ready for her fucking me with it.
We did other things and chilled a bit but overall I couldn’t have asked for a more fun night.
Since we’ve got back Miss has come up with a new rule that when she gets home I must present her with lube, plug, panties (if ones being worn aren’t to her liking) and bend over.
This evening was the first night of this, having been plugged we also went to the gym for an hour with me plugged and panties which felt odd but in a really good way. This evening Miss has so far orgasmed twice once watching some porn I picked out for her masterbating whilst I wasn’t in the room but also knowing she was, and another after getting back from the gym with the vibrator and my face between her ass cheeks. I think life is most definitely good.
Me, my kink and I 