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30
Aug

Day of tidying and BVibe… WOW!

So today we had no plans (yay! I’m an introvert and these types of days are my dreams). We went out early to go and get brunch, had a lovely walk and nice food and coffee which is always a good way to start a day for me. When we got back I had some time to myself played on my PC and then noticed Miss was napping, decided that due to this I’d go and do a small clean out with a quickish enema as I can easily do that without waking a napping Miss. Afterwards though I was to get dressed up for Miss and plug myself with the B Vibe we got and had very brief experience of (Miss accidentally turned it off during our last try whilst getting over excited xD).

Well… That thing is GOOOOOOD, first of all I admit I made a mess just putting it in it is a bit larger than the plugs we normally use and being in the bathroom on the floor putting it in did cause a large leakage. I was tasked with putting away laundry (it was about 3 weeks worth (long story…)), cleaning the bathroom and hoovering (I had to do a minimum of 1 of these today), I started with the laundry but Miss didn’t do much with the remote for the plug during this. Then had a break after way too much laundry putting away, and Miss decided to start playing with the remote. I was sat at my computer and after about 20 minutes felt the pressure building and immediately made another mess in my pretty thong. I then moved onto doing the bathroom and during 80% of cleaning the bathroom from top to bottom wiping everything and hand cleaning everything the plug was a constant source of pleasure, frustration and distraction. This thing is powerful, unexpected changes also help remembering Miss was in another room completely so I had no idea when they were coming.

Its a short short post for today, I’m not sure if Miss took any pictures but if she did I will update with those too.

25
Aug

Fitting

So a female friend of mine posted about an online bra fitting site a couple of months ago, I spoke to Miss about it as this sissy has never had a real bra and we decided after pay day that Miss would measure me up and we’d look to get one for me. It’s something I’ve always been curious about, and being on the chubby side I can have quiet a good cleavage *blush*.

Am looking forward to it, both the measuring by Miss (which will have its own bit of humiliation even if Miss just grabs a tape measure and cracks on with it) and then the looking and shopping for something in my size. As I say with the cleavage I hope we can find something pushuppy to and maybe something more for everyday wear under boy clothes. I’ve got a few bralettes which do a bit already so fingers crossed.

So hopefully this time next week I’ll be able to dress up and have a bra 😮

24
Aug

Yet another week

Starting the week as I mean to go on, attempting optimism which is in itself strange. Today I went with a very cute thong for my underwear choice.

I’ve been caged a little over a week now and starting to feel it, my need to be penetrated, used or humiliated has been on the rise throughout too. Its clearly tied to the cage and the feeling of being owned that gives constantly.

We’ve both been a bit tired but I’m trying to keep ontop of that and stay in the mindset but still have slips of snappiness related to the tiredness.

15
Aug

Almost forgotten feeling

After so long not doing anything for my sissy side, this weekend has been like a second (or third, or fourth etc.) coming. Yesterday was spent getting nice and smooth with a nearly all over epilation (still need to ask Miss to deal with my sissy ass) and the majority of today was a very thorough enema.

After all that I’ve been feeling so much lighter and happier, even though I’ve only just finished. I feel ready to be my sissy self again and be the slutty sissy Miss deserves to please her. Short but sweet post for now.

26
Dec

Thoughts and such over the festive season

Having been walking pooch each evening in sissy clothes, it really got me thinking how much I enjoy dressing up. Especially being a little show off slut like I was the other night. I’ve always been a bit more uninhibited than the average person but dressing up and being outside makes me that little bit excited, that little bit scared and all the turned on.

I’ve been caged pretty much all of this month which probably adds to that last part but it does make me want more clothes, a better option for hair management (currently looking at home laser hair treatment options). Then once covid has come and gone (or is more under control) I could in theory just get the areas the home laser treatment can’t do waxed.

In other news Christmas has come and gone and I love everything Miss got me, she gave me a few bits before we travelled to family (few kinky items) and we brought everything else over with us and I’m over the moon with everything and glad everyone enjoyed my first Christmas Dinner (although for a much smaller group than normal due to following all the guidelines :))

4
Sep

Back at it

I’ve been locked for the past couple of days now, and my mind is straight back to constantly thinking of Miss and all she can make me do. It does really immediately start effecting me within a few hours of being locked, add to that I’ve been doing housework each evening and I’m in a perma sub state.

Night before last whilst Miss was watching TV wrapped up warm she had me nuzzle her cunt whilst in her pajamas, the fact she was still dressed and just kept me there had me instantly aroused and pushing against the cage.

Last night Miss allowed me freedom to play games with her after some quick tasks, I did a few extra bits and later on took out the rubbish, whilst I’ve been locked I’ve been in sexy clothes (sexy underwear) so whilst taking the out the rubbish I did this in just a thong and my cage. It’s quiet a walk to the bins (they’re outside and shared to the building with street views of them) I was so worked up walking around outside like that. At one point I heard some laughter and almost broke into a run, that feeling of humiliation was such a rush and I don’t even know if it was me that was the cause. I hope this continues and Miss gets more and more comfortable having me do things like that or even worse. Picture is what I was wearing when I had to take out the rubbish (this was whilst cleaning the floor plugged & caged)

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12
Mar

Self locking without thinking

The other day Miss and I were due to go to a gig, prior to leaving for the drive over I locked without first talking to Miss

My intention was to kick start our kinky side and also hand over control to her once more as we’ve not really done anything in an FLR sense in some time. I was hoping to kind of point it out that I was handing control over to her completely. Unfortunately and unintentionally it came across that I was doing it for me and it was about me, so I completely missed the mark. Miss did take it well though and I suppose I’m writing this to kind of explain my intentions as well as how I’ve felt since.

So onto the since, at the gig Miss was stood in front of me and throughout and due to both of our movements I on a number of occasions couldn’t help but close my eyes and enjoy Miss amazing ass rubbing against my now caged cock, genuinely slightly say dreamy each time she rubbed against me. First night I was awoken by morning glory, but thankfully due to a late night drive I got back to sleep, rest of the day I did housework with the ever present reminder of the cage. Today thus far I’ve strained against the cage a few times (mostly thinking of Miss, especially as she’s said we’re 100% having some time for her later) but no real discomfort.

I might add to this post later but as ever please ask any questions you may have in the comments, messages etc.

23
Jan

First update in too long

First update in too long

After a long time not being locked I can feel myself being drawn back to wanting to be caged. See I’ve not been myself for a little bit, I’m a very insular person as a rule and I don’t think I’ve fully got over the post Christmas and New year social exhaustion (yes I know where nearly through January) I’ve tried and tried to get over it but it’s just been difficult.
In much lighter news, Miss and I have been planning our wedding. Nothing big or anything but enough for us to definitely be happy with. I am excited by it and think that she is perfect for me, she just gets me like no one else.
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